Dec 26, 2011
who cares what I call myself commented on
SL Letter of the Day: It's Christmastime In the Shitty.
HISC
Hang in there....and as others have said above, get out and learn something new, and... might I recommend learning to dance? I don't mean ballroom, which can be expensive to learn, but some sort of social, local community oriented dance, like argentine tango, salsa or blues/swing. There are usually more women than men at these things and if you get good, all the women will look for you to partner with. It is exercise, and if you are friendly and honest about being new and eager to learn, a great way to find yourself a new group of friends.
I started late, and had a hard time learning, but it changed my life. It provides close body contact, lots of hugs, without any other expectations. It is a struggle at first, but once you learn how you learn, the rewards are great. Get out of your present mental idea of where you are now and allow yourself to imagine a happier future self, and then make a plan that builds towards that future you. Good luck!
Nov 2, 2011
who cares what I call myself commented on
Every Child Deserves a Mother and a Father.
He wants her to bend over...to expose her butt to him....having experienced this kind of beating myself, if she is anything like I was, she resists because of the humiliation of bending over...even though being hit on the legs and arms and torso hurts more, the humiliation of bending over and getting your ass beat ....worse. At that age I knew there was something sexual about that. My sisters and I don't have any children because of our violent upbringing.