June 26, 2009

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How Michael Jackson Touched Me as a Child #2

You Never Forget Your First Time

by Megan Seling

Before I was through the front door, my dad stopped me in my tracks. “Wait right there!” he yelled, then disappeared down the stairs, leaving me standing in the living room with my backpack and the smell of my school bus’s exhaust lingering in the air.

“Are you ready?” my dad hollered from out of sight. I wasn’t sure if I was or not. A second later, I heard a whip-crack horn blast, breaking the air and making way for the tough-as-fuck bass line to Michael Jackson’s “Bad.”

I screamed. “That’s Michael Jackson!” I thought as I dropped my bag and ran downstairs. “THAT’S THE NEW MICHAEL JACKSON TAPE!”

My dad was standing in front of a new stereo system, holding up a long, flat, white box with a leather-clad Michael Jackson on the cover and… what the huh!? This wasn’t a tape at all. This was a CD! THIS WAS MY FIRST CD! What the fuck is a CD?

It didn’t matter. All that mattered was that it was loud and it was Michael Jackson, and it was mine. And my dad said I could listen to it over and over again, and it would never start to sound wobbly, unlike my Thriller tape, which was eventually eaten by my boom box.

I was seven years old, and this was the best thing that had ever happened to me. New, “flawless” technology, new Michael Jackson music—I danced around the room, singing, “I’m bad, I’m bad/Really, really bad,” with my 7-year-old white-girl proclamations of badness almost as believable as those of the bleached-and-mascaraed Jackson. It was all too much, yet I couldn’t get enough. That was when an undeniable love of music was embedded into my psyche. And that moment paved way for a lifelong addiction—I’ve bought thousands of CDs since. But Michael Jackson was the first. Michael Jackson started it all. recommended

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Anyone who believes "Michael Jackson started it all" vis-a-vis their pop music tastes probably shouldn't be writing about music. Most of his output was the stuff of lowest common denominator less wide-ranging than Elvis, far less creative than the Beatles and frankly far down the line in terms of quality.

I'll never forgive his Thriller garbage for being the beginning of the end of MTV original programing leading it into the urban crap, hip-hop and emo idiocy it evolved into.

His musical influence was the audio equivalent of his kid-touching.

Go screw.
Posted by kickerofelves on June 27, 2009 at 12:22 AM · Report
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God how obnoxious is it when hipster-doofus white chicks try get self-referential and self-deprecating when it comes to race; "...with my 7-year-old white-girl proclamations of badness..."

The stuff of hack-writers.
Posted by kickerofelves on June 27, 2009 at 12:53 AM · Report
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Dear kickerofelves......kick!
Posted by clarity on June 27, 2009 at 2:53 AM · Report
sepiolida 4
uhhhh... he touched you as a child? wasn't he on trial for that?
Posted by sepiolida on June 27, 2009 at 10:18 AM · Report
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Wow, wonderful comments. Obviously Mr. "Guided By Voices reference" is too cool for humanity. Megan was saying that Michael started it all for HER, you ass. She's not making some big proclamation on his place in the history of humankind; she's just writing about her memory of Michael Jackson.

I had a similar experience with INXS when Hutchence died. The first cassette I ever bought was Kick and I listened to it until it was powder. Sure, it's kind of cheesy now; but kids eat that shit up and it still has a meaningful effect on you when a childhood idol dies regardless of the significance of their legacy.
Posted by T-Bone on June 27, 2009 at 11:03 AM · Report
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Wow, wonderful comments. Obviously Mr. "Guided By Voices reference" is too cool for humanity. Megan was saying that Michael started it all for HER, you ass. She's not making some big proclamation on his place in the history of humankind; she's just writing about her memory of Michael Jackson.

I had a similar experience with INXS when Hutchence died. The first cassette I ever bought was Kick and I listened to it until it was powder. Sure, it's kind of cheesy now; but kids eat that shit up and it still has a meaningful effect on you when a childhood idol dies regardless of the significance of their legacy.
Posted by T-Bone on June 27, 2009 at 11:03 AM · Report
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ooooohh my first cd was michael's HISTORY!!
Posted by chalkylips on June 27, 2009 at 4:32 PM · Report
Violet_DaGrinder 8
My first cd was "Dangerous". :)
Posted by Violet_DaGrinder http://www.imeem.com/jukeboxmusic51/music/y1malqpG/prince-the-new-power-generation-featuring-eric-leeds-on-f/ on June 27, 2009 at 10:04 PM · Report
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My first CD was "5150" - Van Halen. Second was "Nevermind." Thought CDs were the coolest damn tech. Still do ... does this make me archaic?
Posted by presently out on June 27, 2009 at 10:58 PM · Report
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i used to have 2 goldfish named michael and jackson. the both died. i wasn't sad then. and i'm sure as heck not now. never been a fan of his music or his 'fondness' of children. he's fuckin gross.
Posted by emily divine on June 29, 2009 at 9:14 AM · Report
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this was quite touching - unfortunately my first cd (backstreet boys) will never get the same epithet....
Posted by nastyrose on June 30, 2009 at 8:38 AM · Report
gore138 12
My first CD was Snoop's Dog Pound (didn't get a cd player until I was like 14, lol)

And uh..#1 You're just a jackass, I don't think she was trying to write about music, or claiming to know anything about music (a thing you obviously know nothing about you, snobby dick). She's a writer!

And a good one! Damn-it this article did it for me! I was just a bit older than 7 when 'BAD' came out, but I remember dancing my ass off, you almost gave me tears!
Posted by gore138 on July 1, 2009 at 8:48 AM · Report

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