Aaron Hartzler wrote a beautiful piece for Salon about coming out toāand breaking away fromāhis deeply religious and just-as-deeply homophobic parents:
Several years later, when I finally came out, Mom broke her silence on the subject. āIt would be easier to go to your funeral than to know you are going to spend the night with that man.ā This was the fevered pitch of the bullying, the loudest it ever became. Since then, the noise has subsided along with any meaningful communication between us, buried beneath the shallow serifs of her email italics ā cheerful updates about the weather in places Iāve never lived, and people Iāve never met, at churches Iāll never attend.
Growing up means learning to hold two opposing views about the same thing. Itās not that Iāve stopped loving Mom and DadāI havenāt. Itās just that Iāve accepted the fact that they may be as powerless as I am to change. Turns out unconditional love is a two-way street, so I protect myself with a few well-placed guardrailsāone of which is the relative distance of communicating with Mom mainly by text and email.