You were supposed to be my homie. You said you was my partner, told me you had my back. You were there for me through thick and thin. You even put money in my pocket. I had much love for you. You would comfort me in my darkest hours. I trusted you. You made me believe you were a leader, so I followed you. I believed in you. When everyone was telling me that you were no good for me, I stood by you. I even went to jail for you; almost died for you; lied, cheated, and stole for you. I hurt people and cut off family and lost too many friends because of the way you controlled and consumed me. Even when I lost everything from being with you, I slept on the cold sidewalk with you in my arms. I loved you unconditionally. I put you before everything, including my basic needs. You were my everything, and how did you repay me? You fucking robbed me. You bankrupted me not only financially, but physically, emotionally, and spiritually. You are the most insidious, deceitful, vindictive, and manipulative creature I have ever met. You truly are the lowest of the low. Fuck you, "addict man"—I risked my life for you, and you ain't shit. Trust and please believe that I am going to let everybody know what you really are. You are the worst thing that ever happened to me. On everything I love, I swear if you ever show your face around me again I will fucking kill you.