YOU'RE JUST WHAT I DESERVE
My behavior has been erratic over the last few months and I've said some nasty things to you in the heat of argument. I've apologized for both numerous times. However, what do you expect when you fuck a married man who has just admitted to his wife he is having an affair? Stability? You'll have to excuse my moodiness; it's not every day I blowtorch my wife's soul and hang around to witness the apocalyptic aftershocks as we sift through the fragments of our shattered dreams and attempt to untangle almost 10 years of life together. When you called from your friend's wedding reception pissed off that I didn't stop by and lamented the fact that you're the last of your little clique to not be married, I wanted to vomit at the sad, pathetic choice I'd made. I'm not even separated yet (despite what you tell your friends to save face) so no, I'm not ready for a dog and pony show. Cheating makes me a liar and a piece of shit, but your behavior blurred the line between skank and outright whore. In the end I can't tell which was worse, screwing you and forsaking my marriage or finally meeting somebody just as selfish and fucked up as me...
-Anonymous