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Never take acid with strangers! Your brain is working overtime to try to process this new person, and then the acid prevents your brain from processing anything properly.

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โ€œHe ran out without his coat and I ran naked outside to escape my roommate until she finally managed to calm me down by feeding me some dumplings.โ€

Dumplings! Manna from heaven while high (or anytime).

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I have been married for almost two decades and I'm still not ready for acid with the wife. The one time I had sex on LSD my girl had to basically mount my near catatonic form in frustration and I came in about half a stroke. Shrooms maybe, but only after at least 6 months and you have been terribly sick in front of each other.

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If she was that fucked up, I wonder what his experience was. Sober, that sounds fucked up. Fucked up, that sounds terrifying.

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Having dumplings handy is a good thing. (You can freeze them too.)

Seriously, I hope she gets some therapy after going though that. Given the hallucinogenic expense, with hypnosis and the right therapist it could be quite therapeutic.

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*experience

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Amateurs.
Any time you got an acid-freakin bitch, get a few strong drinks inside her. The booze will bring her down. Yes I have been there.
A little prep could have really turned the night around for that guy.

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"Hey, hon, the things we are doing to have sex are painful and dangerous for me. I don't like them. I'm not having any fun. Could we...maybe...just sometimes...just a little...do something different? Please? Pretty please if I promise to mostly keep doing the painful and dangerous way?"

"No."

"Goodbye."

9

Holy bad trip Batman!

10

Blueberry porn?

Is that what happens when Willy Wonka meets Rule 34?

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LW1. I think you guys should both agree that the story is massively better than any one night hookup or long term relationship between you would have been, and be thankful.

LW2, fake? Guy is a feeder, I suppose. If you're not into it, you're 21. You'll both be happier moving on. The alternative is that his is the last dick you'll probably ever have in you. Is that a decision you want to make now (let me save you the time: very few people get their last new dick at age 21 and are happy about it)

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@10 I guess if imprinting on Looney Tunes is where furries come from, imprinting on Willy Wonka can get you blueberry porn aficionados?

Why aren't there a wider range of interests like this, or are there? Hot for people as "Land Before Time" dinosaurs? For people painted Smurf blue?

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LW#1: Holy shit does it warm my heart to be a Normal, and for my girlfriend to be one too. My condolences to you. Find a new lover.

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So the takeaway from the first letter is: if you're going to do acid and then smoke weed with a total stranger that you met on the Internet, keep dumplings handy.

It's rare that I agree with Sportlandia, but he's right that the lw will be eating out on this story for decades; there's no way that this relationship would have lasted that long.

As far as the bloated/blueberry lover goes, I know this is an unpopular thing to write, but sometimes I think that the pornographicazation of literally every freaking thing and the Internet actually MAKE some of these weird--and oftentimes, relationship-cancelling kinks. I mean, what are the odds that this man would be sexually attracted to blueberries or women-turned-into-blueberries, or women-who-in-some-way-can-be-blown-up-and-turned-into-blueberies without the input of the Internet? I guess he could have been affected by Willy Wonka, but the fact is, the lw says that he watches "animated blueberry porn," something which absolutely didn't exist until fairly recently. And I don't think it's doing him any good. Not a lot of women will be willing to bloat up like this--every time--for him.

I guess it's a chicken-and-egg thing that we'll never know the answer to, but I wonder how many people with extremely unusual kinks would have been perfectly happy with a vanilla sex life had they not found these hard-to-realize kinks depicted in porn, especially animated porn.

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@14: I meant "dining out;" I'm aware that around these parts, the phrase "eating out" has a different connotation. Apologies.

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Dropping acid and smoking weed (probably some drinking in the mix as well?) with a total stranger? WHO could have predicted that outcome!? Shocked I am! You're damn lucky HE wasn't the one seeing visions of the devil and digging through the knife drawer. Hope your roomate got photos for the scrapbook.

Blueberry porn? Never in my most perverted dreams have I imagined anything like this...the things that turn some people on are a constant source of amazement to me.
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph59e612c4301e6

Chug TWO litres of coke and a litre of water? MAYBE not impossible, but you're descending into Trumpian levels of credibility... Oral off the table. NO sex without being severely bloated, guy can't get hard or come without watching animated porn and imagining you purple and spherical...
WTF IS IT THAT ATTRACTS YOU TO THIS GUY?! Actualy, I think saying that once isn't enough. WTF IS IT THAT ATTRACTS YOU TO THIS GUY?! If people weren't so fucking weird, I'd instantly call fake on this letter, but folks, there is some seriously screwed up shit going on in the world. Your sign-off SHOULD be "Glutton For Punishment".

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Can't get it up w/o blueberry porn? Sigh.
How about this, give him the blue pill and tell him to pretend it's made of blueberries, if that doesn't work, DTMFA before you end up in the ER!

LW1, why did you think it'd be a good idea to drop acid with some dude? What if he had a bad trip and thought YOU were Shelob and stab you to death?

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It probably was the weed more than the acid as the LW speculates. Weed can be horrible for anxiety and I recently read a scientific study suggesting exposure to weed in adolescence leads the the development of anxiety disorders later in life. Next time she should get some benzos in case she freaks out again. And take those benzos the instant she feels weird instead of waiting for total psychosis.

@14 I don't think your theory is accurate. I have a deep rooted vore fetish and I've spoken to people with fetishes for vore and other imaginary scenarios, and they almost always begin in early childhood, long before the influence of the internet. It's clear the blueberry thing is rooted in a children's movie. Inflation porn wouldn't exist without inflation fetishists, not the other way around. It's not like pornhub spontaneously decides to manufacture fetishes or something. I don't think porn can overwrite and erase vanilla sexuality either. The stuff an inflation fetishist would get off to often wouldn't even be recognized as porn by a vanilla person, they would just look at it and think somebody is turning into a blueberry or a balloon and there's no possible way this can be sexual. Also I'm sure there are less painful ways to simulate the bloating experience than the mentos method but I'm not really into being bloated so that's just a guess.

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@18: I'm sure that most fetishes are rooted in early childhood, and no, I don't think pornhub manufactures fetishes. But I read this letter and I think, "so if this guy watched Willy Wonka (or read Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) as a kid and it stimulated something in him, but there was no such thing as animated blueberry porn, would he still be unable to come unless his partner was bloated?" I don't know. Maybe he would always be sort of subliminally into the idea of swelling; maybe he'd find pregnant women especially attractive. But would he need to see his partner bloat and pretend she was turning into a giant blueberry to get off? Would the idea even have crossed his mind? Have people always had such extreme and unusual fetishes that can't be realized? I have no idea. I also don't know why some things/ideas/images/scenarios are the stuff of fantasy for some people who can have sex or orgasm without those t/i/i/s, and some people cannot orgasm without them--which is when something is truly a fetish, as opposed to an interest, right?

Because this guy is never going to have a girlfriend who will blow up into a blueberry, and the gf he has right now is more ggg about this fetish than most would be. And it still might not be enough. Maybe he'd always have a difficult time, animated internet blueberry porn or not, if this (and apparently only this) turns him on. But I I just can't help but think that internet porn has revved up that fantasy for him and clearly it's become problematic.

You say, "The stuff an inflation fetishist would get off to often wouldn't even be recognized as porn by a vanilla person, they would just look at it and think somebody is turning into a blueberry or a balloon and there's no possible way this can be sexual." I haven't searched for blueberry or inflation porn (and I'm not going to as I'm on a work computer right now), but since the lw used the word "porn," I assume that in addition to swelling or inflating (and maybe turning blue), there's an element of actual sex in the videos or images. Otherwise, wouldn't she have just said he watches Willy Wonka over and over? I think he's watching something with actual sexual or pornographic aspects or components, which anyone--even the most vanilla of people--would recognize as sexual. Although vanilla folks might well have the reaction of "there's no way this can be sexual" that you mentioned.

i don't think porn can overwrite vanilla sexuality, but I do think that it can encourage more alternative sexualities by making them more accessible. You have a vore fetish. So somewhere way back, something about the idea of eating or being eaten--consumed or subsumed or taking someone fully inside you, or whatever it is that you focus on--sparked something deep and primal in you. But my guess is that the prevalence and availability of vore fetish porn sharpened and refined your fetish, which, without that fuel, might have stayed at a sort of subliminal pre-sexual level. I also don't know if you need sex to have a vore element to it in order to orgasm, but if so, I would guess that that has put a damper on some of your relationships, unless you have sex or relationships exclusively within the vore community or confine your vore interests to masturbation with vore-enthusiasts you know only online. But vore is a more common fetish than inflation-and-blueberry-morphing, isn't it? How easy can it be for this guy to meet a woman in real life who shares his fetish?

I don't think I'm doing a very good job of explaining myself. I'm not trying to fetish-shame; I'm just noting that this fetish is going to make this guy's sex and romantic life more difficult, and I'm wondering about how helpful porn really is for him.

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LOL, now that's a letter where I would have loved more detail: locking your date in your room, under the belief that he is a god; believing your roommate is trying to steal your soul; demanding your date impregnate you, and running after him naked as he flees; and then being calmed down by dumplings. Seriously, CUTOFF should make a short cartoon movie a la Allie Brosh and post this on YouTube. Dine out? She might be able to fund her retirement.

As for Ms. Blueberry, I think where a person's kinks are unrealizable and are so ingrained that only engaging with that kink can get them aroused, it will be difficult, if not impossible to have a functional sexual relationship with that person. While I am supportive of people's kinks and don't think that people and cease being turned on by what turns them on, I think that it may be worthwhile for such people to get some therapy to see whether they can broaden their sexual horizons so that sex with an obtainable human being is also enjoyable, in addition to their unrealizable kink. So for now, I think Ms. Blueberry should dump Mr. Blueberry, who should seek out some therapy.

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I'm a bad person, but the acid story is hilarious. Moral of the story, acid is not a good first date activity. For the second time in a week, I agree with Sportlandia: see the funny side, it's the only side you've got after all.

As for Ms Blueberry, holy carp. I'd say walk away. I'm also wondering what position he's doing cunnilingus in where he can't see her tummy? If they do want to stay together, it seems they're just going to have to alternate doing things he likes and doing things she likes. Does she get naturally bloated enough during period week? Can he paint her belly blue at this time? She should not be doing Coke-and-Mentos to change her shape, good grief. Could they have sex while blueberry porn is on in the background? Do kids these days even have monitor screens anymore? Yup, I'm a bad person, because I find this situation hilarious too. See, when Tumblr shuts down its regular porn offerings, this is what young people are left with...

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Slovenly @7: Booze?? No, it's milk that calms the savage acid trip.

Nocute @14: I had the same thought. What would this guy have done in the early 80s if blueberries were the only thing that turned him on? I strongly suspect he'd have found other ways to get turned on. Or he'd be asexual, which perhaps he is, and he shouldn't try to have sexual relationships with humans.

TLC @18: Erm, no. The weed probably intensified the acid trip, but I don't think weed shoulders the larger share of the blame for her freak out. I've seen people freaking out on acid without having smoked any weed. Regardless, it seems pretty obvious that she shouldn't combine these two in future.

Nocute @19: I'm not familiar with the genre, but I'm going to side with TLC in betting that blueberry "porn" is not sexual in the way vanilla people think of as sexual, ie, there is no sexual activity or genitalia involved. That's the definition of a fetish: it's something that turns you on that has nothing to do with standard sex. Just because this guy is calling his inflation videos "porn" because they get him hard, doesn't mean they aren't 100% SFW (oh the irony).

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I know nothing about acid, but LW deserves bad karma for her situational example that would have Mr Savage interested in a girl.

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Would someone please tell me what blueberry porn is so I don't have to click on any of the video hits I got when I googled? And be gentle with me. You all know what a naive waif I am. If I'm missing obvious humor, just tell me without making fun of me too bad.

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Fichu@24 ~ I did investigate and included a link @16, seems itโ€™s mostly people turning purple and swelling up into a spherical blueberry shape.

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First, I'd recommend knowing someone much better before tripping with them, in other words not tripping the first time you meet them.

Let the guy go. He's obviously not down for the (quoting you) "insane" in you. I word it that way because the acid probably didn't make you insane so much as it brought it out (once you added the countercurrent of pot). If this never happens to you when you're not on acid, then it's all good except I advise against acid for you.

Pot is probably OK by itself as long as you don't experience this. If you experience "insane" cold sober, I'd recommend seeing a psychiatrist to gently tinker with some meds.

In any case, just because that guy wasn't down for any "insane", doesn't mean other guys won't cool with some mental health issues. Even given that mental health issues can often be triggered by drugs and that one might thus be best-advised to avoid them.

@23 vennominon
"deserves bad karma for her situational example that would have Mr Savage interested in a girl"

Aww she just must not have known Dan is gay. Gendered that way made the answer much less helpful.

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@24/Fichu: In DonnyKliciousโ€™ video, an attractive woman (all the blueberry porn that came up centered on attractive women) sits on the edge of a bed. She eats what looks like a blue marshmallow, and starts to turn blue from head to toe. As she changes color her body swells and she bigs to look obese. There are long shots of her dress getting pulled up and then shredding as it can no longer contain her body. As she swells, she is making noises that are a cross between moaning and shock about what is happening to her body. When she has swelled beyond human size, her breast also being to swell equaling her body inflation. Soon her head is a tiny point as her blue body and breasts completely fill the room. The video cuts to black and it is unclear whether her body bursts out of the room or explodes.

In a graphic novel I saw, a similar process happens to several women, but they inflate only to obese size, except for their breasts, which are beyond human size. It appears that they are then milked by some secret government operatives in a lab.

After seeing this, particularly women bursting out of their clothes, their supersized breasts, and moaning, that anyone, kinky or vanilla, would recognize that this is a form of porn, and not some weird human inflation fantasy.

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So I followed DonnyK's link and looked. Yes, it's not showing anything graphically sexual; but it's clearly got a sexual appeal for the inflation/blueberry crowd. There is no way that someone not into inflation/blueberry metamorphosis would see these and not realize that people are jerking to them. For one thing, they're on PornHub (or is that pornhub?) and there are ads for the usual quite graphic sexual stuff running next to them. For another thing, it's clear that they're designed to be some sort of porn--just not in the way most of us think about porn. It's always women blowing up, and the breasts are emphasized, though I didn't see any genitals in the 3 I watched. I find something vaguely misogynist about them, even more so than I generally find animated porn misogynistic. Here women aren't just objectified as we usually think of the term--they're literally turned into something non-human.

And watching them, I'm even more mystified. At first, I thought it was just about lushness--the belly-swelling starts off looking like time-lapse pregnancy stuff, and the swelling breasts are not that unusual. But the turning blue; the full-on spherical thing; the fact that the women appear to be distressed and uncomfortable; the eventual, ultimate explosion--I can't see what could be sexy about that (which I know is how fetishes work), and it seems to be about literally erasing women as people, and then doing away with them altogether. So hmmm.

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Sublme, our posts crossed. Yeah, it's definitely meant to be sexual.

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@22 Obviously her sense of reality would not fall apart without acid, and yes people freak out on acid with no other influence. However she said she is experienced with psychedelics, and she didn't mention if she usually combines them with weed but if that's what made this situation different it's possible that was the problem. My point is the weed may have been the source of anxiety because you don't have a bad trip without internal bad feelings. Those feelings may just be caused by the experience of meeting a potential boyfriend for the first time though. I'm really just speculating, but I feel the need to tell everyone how paranoid marijuana can make you because everyone seems to think it's a risk free experience.

I'll respond to the fetish stuff later, I have a lot more to say on the subject.

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@30 TheLastComment
"how paranoid marijuana can make you"

True, but I think we can assume that it wasn't her first time smoking weed.

It's pretty common for people to eventually reach a point where weed affects them differently, but I don't think this is that. Of the two drugs, acid is so much stronger that it was at least as big a, probably bigger, factor.

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I have smoked a lot of marijuana in my life but recently took a hit off my daughter-in-lawโ€™s Vape pipe. It kicked my ass to the point of me passing out and falling over in the chair I was sitting in, I was dizzy and barely able to walk afterwards, SO stoned! (Everyone else that smoked was fine) Whatever was in that shit was WAY more powerful OR my body chemistry reacted more than I have ever experienced before. Donโ€™t think Iโ€™ll be doing THAT again.

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@32 DonnyKlicious
Unfortunately for me a medical issue 15 years ago drastically changed the way pot affected my body chemistry.

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Donny @ 32 - Could you please ask your d-i-l what was in that vape pipe? I'd sure like to know.

Last @ 30 - "My point is the weed may have been the source of anxiety because you don't have a bad trip without internal bad feelings."

I think the same could generally be said for weed, in my experience*. Your next sentence, "Those feelings may just be caused by the experience of meeting a potential boyfriend for the first time though" is probably closer to the truth. Her delirious idea of him being her saviour sounds like a reflection of excessive expectations.

*I've had one true paranoid episode (on hashish, actually) in my 40 years of smoking. It was clearly related to a potentially negative situation I was involved in at the time. The same holds for the few people I know who've suffered moments of paranoia due to weed/hashish. I know, a few anecdotes don't amount to reliable data, but still.

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If the guy in the first story wanted an LTR, why did he drive out of state to see someone new? It seems he was over-invested, too (perhaps), which would have made the crashing-down of his expectations even more shocking.

The LW behaved in an unsettling way, but is lucid and humanly solicitous in her letter. This is useful--in that it shows that e.g. mentally ill people are not always as they are when acting violently, or trying violently to restrain family, friends or lovers. The violence is a behavioral pattern associated with an illness they are trying to overcome. Itโ€™s good to be reassured on this point. (CUTOUT is not mentally ill, but was acting under the influence of a bad trip).

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Too much speculation on 'what is the genesis of this fetish?'. She either thinks 'no, that's not me, pass' or gets the blueberry suit.

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DonnyK, Sublime, NoCute-- Thank you so much. It's funny. My first thought on blueberry porn went to Violet Beauregarde of Willy Wonka fame, then dismissed it as too absurd. So I thought of the way "garden porn" just means gorgeous photography of beautiful gardens and figured "blueberry porn" might be something fruit tree catalogs put out. Turns out it was poor Violet Beauregarde after all.

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@36 Yes, too much speculation about the genesis of the fetish, here. There is no way to know how fetishes form. People's explanations of how they got their own fetishes is just post hoc reasoning; other people who have gone through the same "formative" experiences didn't form the fetish, so those simple cause / effect claims are bogus.

A buddy of mine was pissed on during a sex scene a couple of years ago, and to his great surprise he was extremely turned on by it. It's now one of his main sexual activities, and he often can't get hard without some piss-play. But that initial piss-sex scene revealed the fetish, it didn't cause the fetish.

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Sublime @27: Thank you for watching and summarising so we didn't have to!

TLC @30: Just being experienced with psychedelics does not mean you won't have a bad trip, either, as you seem to think. People can have 50 good experiences and then one bad one, due to variations in the drug, its binding agents, what it's combined with, and the circumstances -- meeting a new potential partner for the first time was a high pressure situation, and certainly that in and of itself would have made most people anxious. And people who are "experienced with psychedelics" are usually also experienced with pot. My point is not "weed is harmless", it's "blaming the weed for this freakout is like getting food poisoning after eating a dodgy late-night kebab and then a cookie when you got home, and blaming the cookie." I've seen people get paranoid on weed, and their fear tends to be that everyone can tell they're high and they might get arrested/lost, not that Satan is coming for them.

Harriet @35: Lots of times, people want an LTR but take what they can get. Also, some states are either boring or close together, and CUTOFF is a university student so would be free to move anywhere after she graduates, or even before. And the difference between people who have, for instance, dissociative disorder and someone who's taken acid should be clear. One needs drugs to get to an "insane" state; the other needs drugs to get out of it.

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@35. Bi. I was possibly a little bit irresponsible in eliding many sharp differences between the mania that can come on a person who doesn't ordinarily labor under a mental illness and the actions of some of those with dissociative disorders. But my intentions were good: to reassure people on the wrong end of violent behavior that those (possibly close to them) who act, or act out, that way aren't irrationally inscrutable--aren't people with whom it's impossible to build trusting relations; or whose non-manic professions of care, or whose resolutions, say, are worthless or malicious. Charles Lamb was not chiefly being stupid or courting danger in taking on the care of his sister Mary, who had stabbed their mother to death.

I offered that response because I could not, in conscience, say what CUTOUT wanted to hear--that her date had precipitately ruled her out for one unfortunate incident, and that there was a way of getting him to reconsider. Instead I thought I would say that there was a way in which her testimony was useful (apart from its being entertaining).

As for people 'taking what they can get', both the main characters in this story would seem to be to have unduly self-limiting conceptions of what they're 'worth' in a relationship. The guy seems to need to drop acid with his partner in order to have sex. He wants to do this the first time he meets her. He's prepared to cross state lines to do so (I know there's no waiting at checkpoints; but there must be a time or special-effort outlay or CUTOUT wouldn't mention it). I think almost anyone would want to know why these were the guy's basic conditions. Friends, advisers, counselors would say, 'but people don't usually need to take LSD to get off'. She seems to be the one who goes along with it. If it wouldn't be her preference to take LSD on a first date, or indeed proceed to genital sexuality shortly after being a guy hanging out a possibility of an LTR, why should she agree to it? It is just not the case that he's the best option she has. She may think she has drawbacks ... but they're not that large. They're compensated for by her strengths, or there are people who will take the perceived drawbacks as strengths. In the future, I think she needs more self-belief.

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Harriet @40: "The guy seems to need to drop acid with his partner in order to have sex." Where on earth do you get that from? These are young people, they discovered a mutual interest in psychedelic drugs, it's not clear that sex was expected by either of them. At any rate I'm sure he's going to be much less inclined to trip with a stranger after this experience!

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@42. Bi. OK, I'm seeing it more clearly now. He drives over; they go on an acid trip; he stays over on a comedown from the trip; they envision brunch as a mellow next-day comedown. The whole thing is very successful on these terms until CUTOUT starts to become manic. The villain of the story is clearly ... the nefarious roommate who tries to spirit the lover away and steal the lw's soul! No, the villain is Dan's beloved, cough cough, only 60% tobacco, 40% strength pure narcotics weed.

On a first reading, I thought their showering the next morning was sexual. I'm still not sure whether CUTOUT and the now-terrified guy had any sort of sex or not. Her saying that he took a real interest and talked about an LTR is offered, to my way of thinking, in mitigation for her acting so recklessly (as it turned out) as to drop acid on a getting-to-know you date. I would still imagine that she was interested in the LTR and he was interested in the acid. But he wasn't so exclusively or fixedly interested as I imagined.

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Harriet @42: The effects of acid last a long time. It would make sense NOT to drive home -- particularly if you're talking a multiple-hour drive -- after an acid trip. The shower does not appear to be "the next morning." ("He's supposed to stay over" = he didn't stay over.) The acid kicked in, they smoked some weed, they decided that a shower would be fun to have in that state. Whoever suggested the shower may or may not have wanted it to lead to sex. Acid does weird things to your brain. I've tripped with partners and very, very rarely has sex happened, mainly because my brain would be too busy going "wow, look at the moving patterns on the ceiling!" to enjoy it. If you're after sex, ecstasy or weed are the drugs you wanna ply someone with, not acid! I can't see this thing as being one-sided like you do; they both expressed interest in a potential LTR (not necessarily with each other, because different states, and because come on, they hadn't even met in person yet) and they both expressed interest in taking acid. There's no evidence here that he's some sort of acid-sex freak who manipulated her into anything.

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@43 BiDanFan
"There's no evidence here that he's some sort of acid-sex freak who manipulated her into anything."

I agree. I think all that's not a good idea is thinking a mutual interest 'wanting to take acid' was sufficient common ground for two people who never met to take acid together, let alone said anything about relationship compatibility.

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Mr Curious - At best, it was sloppy, heterocentric phrasing. It goes in the same file as the example of the comment a couple of years ago from the person who inadvertently called implied-male massage providers "masseuses".

[side note to Ms Cute - did I ever mention, in the category of Illiterate Youth, how one young person of my acquaintance once not only thought the female-gendered word the general term but also spelled it "misuse"?]

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@45 vennominon
(Who was I think replying to my @26 reply to his @23)
"sloppy, heterocentric phrasing"

Sloppy was my thought, and I fully endorse you going further with "heterocentric". Particularly because doing so (asking Dan about a girl, and Dan not re-gendering it) made it unclear if the answer was relevant.

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@45: I love "misuse" for "masseuse."

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This guy takes much of the responsibility. Acid always has the potential for a bad trip, and you just don't drive to a stranger's place to trip out together. What happened with you was within the realm of possibility, and he's a shitbag for not being a decent human being after inducing what was a traumatizing experience for both of you. He doesn't have to see you again, but a "Really sorry and hope you're okay" kind of thing would be thoughtful. Doesn't mean YOU should see him again. This guy is a shitbag and YOU should avoid HIM.

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@43. Bi. That's right--there's no evidence he's an acid sex-freak who's manipulated her into anything. I think I understand the timeline and basic facts a bit better now. She is a student. He presumably works. He drives over on a Friday night. The plan is for them to drop acid, for him to stay the night and for them to go on a relaxed brunch the next day. She begins acting strangely (from her date's and her roommate's point of view) in the shower, possibly the middle of the night. (I'd take her beginning to 'feel a connection' as an embarrassed way of her saying that she initiated, or consented to, something sexual). Confusedly, she says that her roommate is stealing her soul and that he is a god who can save her. She locks him in her room when he tries to leave; presumably her roommate lets him out. Then she tries to restrain him and 'tussles' as he is fleeing. He abandons his coat. He has to drive back or find somewhere else to stay at an inopportune hour.

Obviously she's not going to get a second chance with this guy.

Possibly she has latent feelings of competitiveness, or always coming off worse, with her roommate, which surfaced at a bad time for her. Her next plan could be for a coffee, or water, date with some guy from her college.

I've never done anything remotely sexual while taking acid. As you say, the two things aren't a great match.

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@ 49 - "he's a shitbag for not being a decent human being after inducing what was a traumatizing experience for both of you"

How exactly did he induce her bad trip? Do not forget that she was a willing participant, and from the bad trip she describes having, it seems to have all come out of her own mind. If they were friends already, his behaviour would be shitty, but as far as first impressions go, she made the worst one possible, and his reaction is totally normal.

Also: as an experienced tripper, she seems totally aware of this and she owns it, so don't turn her into the victim she isn't - that's just projecting on your part.

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I've never heard of blueberry porn nor ASMR YouTube but now I've seen both. What an evening. Violet Beauregarde for sure, has to be right? I found the ASMR YouTube videos unlistenable for even a few seconds. The smacky mouth sounds are gross to me.


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