Susan Sontag in 1972, two years before being diagnosed with stage IV breast cancer.

  • Susan Sontag in 1972, two years before being diagnosed with stage IV breast cancer.

Whatever I thought I meant when I said, “Give it to me straight, doc,” I wasn’t prepared when the radiologist answered, “I thought we would be talking about saving your breast, but now we’re looking at whether we can save your life.”

Her pronouncement followed a brief mammogram and ultrasound. They were brief because I only have one breast left to examine. A new tumor had been found in it. The radiologist debated aloud whether my cancer was stage IVโ€”sometimes called “advanced” cancer. There is no cure for it. She said they would need a full-body PET scan to make a diagnosis. The ultrasound had already shown that cancer had migrated into my axillary (underarm) lymph nodes, and in a recent upper-body MRI scan, suspicious spots, probably cancer, were visible on the top of my liver…

KEEP READING >>