I, Anonymous

I’m a cock slut. I don’t want to be. I used to consider myself straight, but I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’m at least bi. Don’t get me wrong, I love having sex with women, and when I’m in public, it’s always the girls I’m checking out. Nothing gets me going like a nice flat stomach and a pair of pert breasts attached to a girl with beautiful (red?) hair and gorgeous (green?) eyes. I’ll end up married to a woman, having awesome sex, and I’ll love her.

But I also love cock. I love the taste of it, the feel of it. I love the feeling of excitement I get when I’m home waiting for a guy to come over so he can fuck me or I can suck his cock. I’m not into kissing guys or lovemaking, and I’m not sure it’s even the gay sex I really like. It’s the being a slut that gets me going. The thought of being dominated, or watched, or treated as worthless by a guy who doesn’t care a shit for me.

Girls can’t make you feel dirty or like a worthless piece of cocksucking shit like a guy can. I don’t want to be a slut, but I am. Right now, I’m waiting for a much older guy to come over and feed me his come. I’ll swallow every drop, just to please him, because I’m a whore. I don’t want to be, but I can’t deny how I feel when I do it.

It’s like no feeling in the world, and tomorrow, I’ll swear I’ll never do it again, I’ll cancel my e-mail account, try to talk up the hottie in my office. But in the end, I just want to be a cock slut, because that’s what I am.