Aches and pains and wallet chains.

Aches and pains and wallet chains. KEVIN ESTRADA

Something I don’t mind telling you: I had an Everclear T-shirt. It had a big neon green star on the front and said “White Trash and Proud of It” on the back. I didn’t know that last bit till the guy came and took it off the wall, but I bought it anyway. I caught some snickers and hostile mutters when I’d sit on the number 7 bus crawling up Rainier or be standing in line at the old Rite-Aid downtown waiting to pay for a Snapple or whatever. Punk rock, baby: I was really fucking people’s heads up out here. “I can hear them talking in the real world, but they don’t understand.” Still, I knew better than to let Moms see it, so that usual waist-flannel would actually go on my back when I sported the shirt within her eyesight. There’s punk rock, and there’s self-preservation.

I’d gotten hip to the Portland trio via an acquaintance whom I’d read till then as having zero taste to speak ofโ€”but he suggested I borrow his copy of their debut, World of Noise, released on Portland’s Tim/Kerr. It was allegedly recorded for $400โ€”an even smaller sum than it was said it cost to record Bleachโ€”and sounded like it. The songs were precisely the kind of anxious, maudlin crap that spoke to my deep well of alienation and the life of star-crossed heartbreak that I imagined ahead of meโ€ฆ