I cheated on my wife with an amazing woman: kind, sensitive, smart,
driven, funny. She’s tall, has big tits and long legs, and is gorgeous.
She likes racy underwear and porn. She’s an Ivy League ex-stripper who
taught pole- and lap dancing. She claims and seems to enjoy giving
blowjobs and has multipleโand intenseโorgasms. We make each
other laugh. She adores me and I can’t get enough of her. I’ve never
been so immediately and thoroughly attracted to anybody; she has become
sex to me. All my fantasiesโsexual, domestic, and
professionalโrevolve around her. Everything reminds me of her. I
get butterflies when the phone rings, I get nervous when we say hello,
and I get queasy when we say good-bye. I’ve never been in love with any
of my previous girlfriendsโand that includes my wife. I married
my best friend, my soul mate, and I want to tell her how excited I am
about finding my dream girl, the love of my life!
But I won’t. I chose my marriage and nobody will ever know.
I said good-bye a year ago and I miss my girlfriend.

If your wife really is your best friend and soul mate then you should let her go, because she deserves to have someone love her as much as you love your girlfriend
Your commitment to your wife is commendable…end that relationship for both your sakes. Life is too fuckin’ short.