We have been friends for 20 years. You have stood by me through the most intense and fucked-up experiences of my life. However, now that you are in school and teaching yoga and sitting on a really high fucking horse, you seem to have forgotten. Did you forget that you were shooting me up with speedballs when I was 14 and you were 20? Did you forget about the porn that you made of me getting fucked by you with a 40 of St. Ides for your pedophile sugar daddy when I was 14? Fuck you. Fuck you telling me to get my life together. Fuck you being in my life. You have been my best friend. But truly, you have been one of the worst, most despicable, hypocritical humans in my life. Fuck sharing our sisterhood journeys. You are no better than the men you swear “fucked me up.” Who shoots up a 14-year-old girl with a speedball and films porn to give to a convicted pedophile? YOU. How dare you pull holier-than-thou sanctimonious trips on me. You are NOT a good person!
—Anonymous
What a waste of a perfectly good 40oz.
Am I the only one having a hard time beleiving a 40 can fit into a 14 yr olds cooter? I’ve fucked some slutty 25 yr olds and I don’t think that would even fit in there. That vag must be HUGE
2/10
She is not a victim, she is a survivor. She should contact the authorities no matter how long ago it was. She should get counseling to come to terms with what she’s been through. She should drop this “friend” who, in her opinion, has no regard for her other than telling her to seek help on her own. Finally, she should not let what has happened to her in the past pave the way for her future. She is the only one who can decide how her life will be and what to do with it.
If her brother is reading this, he should help her to stay in a positive frame of mind and remind her that the worst thing she has ever done does not define her.
I wish her good luck and a wonderful, happy future.
so is this on the internet or what?
WOW some of the comments on this page are insane! way to lack empathy, internet. anyway…
I feel this kid. When I was a child of abuse, I lached onto an older girl who I thought was my friend (well, how was I supposed to know what the appropriate ways were for normal people to treat each other?), but who really just used me and treated me like shit. If she had wanted me to do drugs or be in a porn I’d probably have done it. Now who knows if she has her life together or not, but either way there’s probably more to the comment the yoga-rapist made that pissed her off than the accusation that she doesn’t have her shit together, it’s that she’s getting a wake-up call and moving away from a poisonous friendship. Good on her.
@50 I had stopped reading the comments, just saw yours, I’m so sorry that people are saying stuff like that, but I bet your sis is one tough cookie by now and this too shall pass, eh? It’s good to hear that your sister does indeed “have her shit together” and has a family member who will stand up for her. I dunno why ppl say stuff like this, I guess partly because they fear stuff like this happening to them, they want to disassociate it, so they blame the victim. Whatever, who needs ’em.
@38: I don’t really give a fuck what YOU have to say, either, especially if you’re under fifteen like your pathetic little rant implies.
@38: Have you considered changing your post to Ignor-amus? It suits you.
@50 theeinfinite: I feel sorry for you and your sister, and that she’s had to face scumbags like Arthur.
I didn’t mean to hurt anyone; I just meant that friends–good, bad, whatever–can be more selectively chosen. Family members–good, bad, whatever–usually all come out the same womb.
Here’s hoping it gets better for all of you and works out.
Peace.
Anyone who’s calling THIS I, Anon a whiny bitch is never going to find a valid grievance in their life. The end.
It seems to me that anon is less pissed that this person got their life straightened out and more pissed that they’re getting on a high-horse about why anon didn’t when they were such a catalyst in anon having a traumatic past/fucked-up life. Have some sympathy, assholes.
Also, taking responsibility for shit that happened to you at 14 is a nice idea, but does anyone actually remember what it was like to be 14?